let's keep it friendly.

i don't want to use this livejournal-user anymore.
i'm going to delete it in a day or two.

i'm probably going to add you to my new user, ohcarolinewhy.
see you there.

i finally figured out what's keeping me down. it isn't (and has never been) reality. it is all the dreams. it kills me every time i have to admit to myself that the dreams will stay dreams and never turn into reality.

finally! i've been waiting for this to happen for a long time. it's sad that it was necessary to come to this, but honestly. i don't give a shit, if some stupid idiot gets run over by a police car. it makes me SICK to see people turn their anger towards the police, the way it has happened a million times with ungdomshuset and the people from it. what the hell are you guys thinking? the police is just doing their job. and it isn't even your fucking house, freaks.
it makes me sad that violent teenagers and grown-ups that never grew up and learned how to THINK are controllling what's going on in the society. and the way they feel that they are right in this matter... hahahaha, i can't hold my laughter down anymore. MUST. LAUGH. NOW.

you might call me cold-hearted, but that doesn't bother me a thing :)

i saw that enile posted ten random facts about herself. i feel like doing that too. it's not going to be interesting.

1. when i can't seem to figure something out (like math or something similar), i get extremely frustrated and angry. if i'm at home, when it happens, i often end up crying about it. it's ridiculous, but i don't really know how to control my temper, when school-things aren't going my way.

2. my dad is probably my biggest hero. he's the one i admire the most, the one that can make me the most happy, but also the most sad girl in the whole world.

3. i often fall asleep, when i watch movies, especially if the movie is very artsy and looooong. i prefer teen movies or just simple, stupid comedies.

4. i'm never late. if i'm late, something has happened. i hate, when people are late, therefore i always arrive on time myself.

5. one of the best things to watch in the television is almost all kinds of sports. my favourite is handball for men. i can watch it for hours. i taped some of the matches from world cup '07 in january and watched it again. it's an obsession. besides handball i really like figure skating, american football, athletics and gymnastics.

6. i don't know, if i like to be single. i hate to depend on other people, but it's still great to have someone to kiss and be safe with.

7. i feel fat, but i don't like the thought of being on a diet. eww. i love food so much!!!

8. tomorrow i'm going to paris with the greatest girls in the world, and i can't remember the last time i looked so much forward to a holiday. i need to relax, to forget everything about school and loneliness, and just have funfunfun with the girls.

i can't think of more.

jeg ligner en lesbisk, to indere og... hot chicks! hurra!


jeg prøvede lige med et andet billede. der lignede jeg david hasselhof og ashley olsen.

og med det sidste.

2006:
+ berlin
+ roskilde festival
+ lots of fun with the girls <3
+ a great summer
+ my "gang" from my school
+ quite many parties where i had fun
+ half-way through high school!
- & + breaking up with boyfriend
- spending too much money on nothing


2007:
+ trip to praha with my class
+ PARIS!
+ hopefully a cute guy or two
+ turning 18
+ dreaming about what furniture i want when i move in 2008
- my first real exam in high school

i might edit this post later, when i'm able to think!

i seems that everyone's posting about great things in life. so i'll do the same. but right now i can only focus on 3 FREAKING NICE THINGS:

1) I'VE GOT TICKETS FOR THE JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE-GIG, i couldn't be more happy. he's the best. <3333



2) christmas is just around the corner!!!


3) i can't wait to go to paris with the girls, oh!


i don't know this guy, but he looks kinda funny...

REST IN PEACE, STEVE. we all love you.

it has come together again.

it hurts, when a day you never thought was going to come suddenly arrives. we broke up yesterday. i don't know how to handle this. 19 months. it feels right, and in the same time it just feels so wrong. my life is like a horrormovie where the sound has been taken off. no feelings, no excitement, no nothing.

it's so god damn cliche, but i have to believe it right now. that if you love someone, you have to set them free. if you love someone... you just have to set them free.

this feels like hell, and i'm not even here yet.

jeg vil gerne dedikere dette indlæg til kampen mod den forfærdelige og - i vores "moderne" samfund - så uundgåelige stræben efter politisk korrekthed. jeg er træt af det lort, jeg er træt af det!!!

derfor vil jeg meget gerne sige disse ting:
BØSSERØV
HALENEGER
BETONLEBBE
TERAPI ER FOR HOMOER
KRISEHJÆLP SUTTER
PIK OG FISSE
RISGNASKER
JAPSERSVIN

og prikken over i'et er en dirty limerick, i alle kan nyde.
there was a young man from Saint Paul
who went to a masquerade ball.
just for a stunt
he went dressed as a cunt,
and was fucked by a dog in the hall.

i don't understand why everything is about getting a very, very long life. i think the world has forgotten about the fact that a good life is to prefer to a long, unhappy life. i don't really like the world, this mentality.

i only like summer.

so far it has been a great easter, in spite of me being sick. we had lots of fun in solrød, all solrødparties are fun! there were like a million lesbian babes and then there were anna, steffen and i. emil was crazy-shizzle-drunk, and i thought he was going to die.
monday i had great company to serve me hot milk with honey for my sore throath and to entertain me. i was a pretty lousy hostess, 'cause i fell asleep all the time!
now it's friday, and i'm still a bit sick, but not too sick to go to holbæk, that's nice. i look like a stewardesse today.

(if some of you reading this aren't danes, i'm sorry) i must admit that i find socialdemokratiet the funniest party in denmark, they are so farcial. an incompetent leader, an unrealistic new party programme, i you can call it that, with a huge lack of financial vision. i saw this guy on television last night, and he said that even though he still is a member of socialdemokratiet, he isn't going to vote for them again.

(there are so many things happening in the world at the moment. most of them make me frightened and nothing is helping me in the battle against my constant fear of dying).

ineedlove.

today feels a lot better than yesterday. even though i argued with my brother this morning, he almost made me cry.
i listen to very emotional music, it makes me kinda laugh, 'cause the songs are so cliche. i like them, i really do.
the weekend was nice. i had a lot of fun. <3.

i haven't updated for a while.
(i'm scared of updating, 'cause i don't have a positive thing to say right now).

ihatereligion.